Go with the flow, keep on keepin' on, God give me the grace to change what I can and accept what I can not not. And my personal favorite "Float like a feather, Free fall forever, Let whatever be whatever, Together, we all be come heavenly"
I spent to long trying to control it all but I never could I did it out of your basic Dark Side Emotional cocktail of, Fear Anger, Pride, and love of a drug named Opium. It took 80 years and a hole lotta chutzpah to get to the point where I realized control is an illusion that you will never have. Some times the illusion will make it seem that things are going your way but then the flow switches and you are swimming against the tide. And what is the point?
I just got out of the water, and decided to walk on land. Control is a lie and worst of all it makes itself seem like an obtainable lie. You will never have it over others, not once you only can control yourself.
80 years that revelation took, and after 15 min of Borderlands the PreSequel I was rewarded for this view. Clap Trap has a random set of powers it is a total crap shoot most of the time that you activate his power VaultHunter.exe. and you know what it is wild fun and quite relaxing to know that something will happen, What is not certain but something will happen. Now the one like kids get pissed when I jack their characters with random awesomeness, and their homophobia/racism/anti-antisemitism can stir the beast a bit but then I remember they are just terrified of losing the control they think they have. Just like House Quin, and who ever holds praxis and the rest of the peanut gallery.
Disruptive forces unsettle those who currently swim with the tide.it rocks their boat, to mix metaphors. Forces are change and disruptive interrupts so a 13 year old and 300 year old a like do not like interrupt-ive change.
Then I realized maybe I am Clap Trap...perhaps I am an Interrupt-ive Change in others requiem. Maybe it is time to switch to Offline mode and journey Inland. Take care all and be...Excellent to each other.